Can anyone else feel their sanity leaving their brain?

No joke. I can feel my mind warping into dementia. Everyday I feel my mind slip a little further away from me. I have no idea what's happening to me, but I know that the biproduct of it all is intense hatred. That is seriously the only thing I can really feel anymore.

Wow. Intense hatred for what?

I can totally relate. Im a lot crazier than i come off. Im too jaded by modern teen culture to be normal.

Do you mean you feel senile?

thats never good...seek help!

I've long felt that I am one breadcrumble short of a.....bunch of breadcrumbles. I'm always finding myself doing strange things, sometimes with no recollection of why or even when I started.

As for your intense hatred, maybe lay off the death metal. Yesterday my friend and I spent the day downloading death metal because we were unfamiliar with exactly what it is. Apparently it is insanity itself in power chord form. Try some music with decipherable lyrics. :)

Originally Posted by: Cryptic ExcretionsNo joke. I can feel my mind warping into dementia. Everyday I feel my mind slip a little further away from me. I have no idea what's happening to me, but I know that the biproduct of it all is intense hatred. That is seriously the only thing I can really feel anymore.

I find that beer-fueled discussion of current events can lead to this kind of thing...

Um...are you sure you aren't maybe exaggerating a little bit? We all have some bad times but I kind of doubt that you're actually losing your mind due to intense hatred. I could be wrong, but if everything that has ever happened is any indicator, you'll be fine.

Originally Posted by: Cryptic ExcretionsNo joke. I can feel my mind warping into dementia. Everyday I feel my mind slip a little further away from me. I have no idea what's happening to me, but I know that the biproduct of it all is intense hatred. That is seriously the only thing I can really feel anymore.

I'm calling the banana splits to help ya!!!

i don't know what ya look like cryptic but i imagine something like this when you feel this way...p.s. do you use amphetamines???

I have to agree with what earthmanbuck said. It can very well be affecting your Spirit so take a break for awhile and put good things in your mind and see if there's any change. If not, then go see someone that is [U]qualified[/U] to help you get through this, like a Pastor or councelor... whoever you can trust. You can't go on like this. You may have a medical condition that needs to be checked out... so if those options don't work see a doctor.

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Aren"t you a bit young for insanity? He-he... Try this. It helps when you are under a stress. Go to the gym. First, warm youself up. Do a little bench press,
pump a few push ups. Get a pair of boxing gloves, but bandage your hands tight first, you dont want to hurt your wrists. Then, punch. If you can, throw a little kick here and then. And punch. And punch. Till you drop. Then get up and punch some more. Then take a shower, get a bottle of southern comfort, acoustic guitar and sit somewhere in a quiet place. Play and drink. After a while, you will feel enlightment and realise that you are not going crazy. Actually, your mind is struggling to hold a touch of sanity. This world is going crazy. You are just fine. For the time being... ;)

Originally Posted by: AkiraI hate a lot of things, I just keep it mostly pent up because frankly, no one listens.

Amen to that....

I,m with LATS on this one! :)

Sanity is just a point of view my friend.