I have to agree with what earthmanbuck said. It can very well be affecting your Spirit so take a break for awhile and put good things in your mind and see if there's any change. If not, then go see someone that is [U]qualified[/U] to help you get through this, like a Pastor or councelor... whoever you can trust. You can't go on like this. You may have a medical condition that needs to be checked out... so if those options don't work see a doctor.