Aren"t you a bit young for insanity? He-he... Try this. It helps when you are under a stress. Go to the gym. First, warm youself up. Do a little bench press,
pump a few push ups. Get a pair of boxing gloves, but bandage your hands tight first, you dont want to hurt your wrists. Then, punch. If you can, throw a little kick here and then. And punch. And punch. Till you drop. Then get up and punch some more. Then take a shower, get a bottle of southern comfort, acoustic guitar and sit somewhere in a quiet place. Play and drink. After a while, you will feel enlightment and realise that you are not going crazy. Actually, your mind is struggling to hold a touch of sanity. This world is going crazy. You are just fine. For the time being... ;)