Natural High

Okay this was written a while ago when I was struggling with a drug problem, I ve been drug-free for a long time now, thank fu*k.
Its kind of bittersweet to look back at it now, bitter-thinking of what a stupid bastard I was, and the fact I nearly killed myself on drugs. Sweet- because well... It's my past basically. Give it a whirl and let me know what you think.
Cheers.
P.S I'll fix the laughable guitar solo later its just a first draft.

Listen
http://www.wire.fm/board/two-song.php?id=7029

Natural High.

I ve been trying to fly into the sun
I can get that high anymore
I'm finding that i'm closer to the lord.
Oh, I cant get that high anymore.

Should'nt life be the natural high?
without the influence of more.
Should'nt time be the greatest escape?
as I watch my dreams fade away.

Am I that blind to the world?
to think these trips are not absurd.
I feel the end is around the next turn,
My darkest days is still to come.

I ve been pining for something to change,
to find the blue sky through the rain.
I m lying in totured self-decay,
Dont want to find a way out anyway, anyway......

"warm gun", I really like your stuff. I have "envelope", "sarah", and "looking from the outside".

Hey casperld, I have a question about that site. I signed up and everything, yet can't seem to upload anything. All of the songs are in mp3 format,yet it doesn't work. The page acts likes its going to load, then just sits there. I am just looking for a way to put my real completed songs up on a page, and that seemed like my easiest way out. Any advice on his problem? Thanx (I'm not a big computer tech., so I'm still gettin used to all this uploading internet stuff)

I think you are just not waiting long enough after you upload, when you press upload you have to wait at least four-five minutes before it uploads. let me know if it works