Its kind of bittersweet to look back at it now, bitter-thinking of what a stupid bastard I was, and the fact I nearly killed myself on drugs. Sweet- because well... It's my past basically. Give it a whirl and let me know what you think.
Cheers.
P.S I'll fix the laughable guitar solo later its just a first draft.
Listen
http://www.wire.fm/board/two-song.php?id=7029
Natural High.
I ve been trying to fly into the sun
I can get that high anymore
I'm finding that i'm closer to the lord.
Oh, I cant get that high anymore.
Should'nt life be the natural high?
without the influence of more.
Should'nt time be the greatest escape?
as I watch my dreams fade away.
Am I that blind to the world?
to think these trips are not absurd.
I feel the end is around the next turn,
My darkest days is still to come.
I ve been pining for something to change,
to find the blue sky through the rain.
I m lying in totured self-decay,
Dont want to find a way out anyway, anyway......
