Slow everything way down Tammie when you are finding it hard. I will have 2 years in this January and cannot in any way say I have anything mastered. I dont' even imagine a day when that will happen. I am happy at this stage if I can play along to my favorite songs and give a "reasonable performance".

You have good study habits, dedicating 1 - 2 hours a day, I do the same. Be patient, accept the frustration that we can't do what we want in the time we want to do it and take your successes when you get them, no matter how small they may seem at the time.

Good luck.