The thing is that I really want to become a proffesional musician and/or sound engeneer but I don't know what are the chances. I mean that I don't want to fight for a cause that is lost by default. I don't have any info about people who have taken duch loans and that is what I am actually asking -- do you think that if I sit on my ass and work hard during college I will be able to find some job in some studio or whatever that can help me pay off my debt in spite of the fact that I am not a US citizen.