all through scholl i have basically coasted. didnt do much work but was bright enough to do well. even first yr uni i didnt do much work, and still did well. i was kinda hopin i wouldnt do well in first yr ( which doesnt really matter) makin me think oh sh#t i need to work. but i still found i was able to cram a subject into about 3 days.
so i dont feel pressure.
but at the same time its harder this time. much, but i still kinda feel if i leave it to the last minuet ill pull through.
logically i know i have to work now, but i don feel as if i do.
sayin tht revision today went way better. i banned myself from turinin the computer on and from switchin on the tv or from pickin up my guitar. and without distractions i did a fair few hours about 8.
so maybe there is hope.
