I'm sorry dude. you just gotta find that thing that really gets you excited, and go for that.. now, guitar may do that, but let's face it, if you started playing in college then you probably don't have much chance in a career in that. but there is something out there that will get you as fired up as a guitar does, that you can turn into a career. you just haven't found it yet. hang in there, it'll come to you.

of course, I'm in a similar predicimant, in that I'm in college, and still have no idea what I want to do. the difference is, I'm 16.

but hang in there. christmas is almost here! there are enough suicides around christmas as it is. we'd rather not lose a fellow guitar player such as yourself.