I agree with the others. Hang in there. I know it’s tough. Believe me, I know it’s tough. If you feel like unloading, you can always email me or send a PM.
As I said at the start of this, I sit here shame-faced and a little misty eyed for whining at the start of this thread. To read what so many of you have dealt with and dealt with admirably has made me realize just how picayune and tiny my own problems really are in the long run. To have an injured combat vet offer to help me through this time of ennui and sadness when he’s got his own things to deal with is, well, numbing. Your kindness is amazing to me. I suspect that there are a number of good things out there, I have just been to jaded and solipsistic to realize it before.
Thank you all for opening my eyes a little bit. You’re never too old to learn a thing or two.
Schmange, your response was also a nice cold-water slap. For whatever reason, I had lost my way. At one time, I had been a man of dreams but the divorce and subsequent choices knocked me off kilter and I have not been able to right myself since. Yours is an inspirational tale and one that I won’t soon forget. Thank you for sharing.
I’ve got a ways to go to get myself back together but thanks to you all, I think I know what I need to do. I have spoken to a therapist in the past and it is helpful. Sadly, my current benefits won’t really cover it for me and quite frankly, I don’t have the cash for it on my own so until I get a new job with better benefits, I’ll be dealing with this on my own. I need to get back to chasing my dreams and a little less time whining and wallowing in the past. That does no good.
Again, thank you for your help and my apologies for whining. I’ll try to ‘suck it up and keep moving forward.’
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[FONT=Tahoma]"All I can do is be me ... whoever that is". Bob Dylan [/FONT]