Originally Posted by: Akira6strings, are your parents religious too? If so, what do they think to your "enlightenment"?

they don't know... nor does anyone else really. the only people that really know is you guys...

I haven't told anyone at my church because I still have friends in the church, and I want to continue going to the church because we do alot of fun stuff still. and if i told my youth pastor, he would probably try to preach to me and prove god was real everytime he talked to me. and I know he would only be doing it to try and help me, but still.

also, I'd probably also get kicked out of the church band, becuase the leaders of the band have strong views saying that in order to lead other people in worship, you also need to be worshipping... it's kinda hard to explain, but it does make sense... and I don't want to be kicked out of the worship team, because it's alot of fun, and it's giving me experience in playing with a band, which is helping me grow in my musical abilitys

so yeah, for now it's just my little secret.