I'm really sorry to hear that :( such things mark your life, and are inevitable, but that doesn't mean they're impossible to deal with..
respect for showing how you feel about it, because the more often these things happen, the more hardened you get just to protect yourself from harm, just let your thoughts speak out then things be allright
I can't say that I lost persons dear to me, though I lost a lot of persons that I knew, some of them because of the most stupid reasons, and it makes you think about life and death, which is in a way a good thing because you grow so much stronger because of it!
just stay true to your feelings is the best advice I can give ya
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