I can't relate in a 100% way, but I've got the idea of what it's like. Back in highschool I had just met someone and we had hit it off pretty well. Of course a week later he hung himself. And about a week ago I was talking to one of my friends and it turns out a couple guys I used to go to school with died in a car wreck. Apparantly they had crashed and the car caught on fire. None of them were really close to me either. I don't have poor memories of them but we weren't really close. All the same, sorry to hear about your side of things.