Chill dude, there will be things in life that will pale G&R into total obsolesce.
You will look back and say... "what was I thinking ?"

I had a rude awakening when I was 21 when my dad died.

That was one big old wake up call !

Took me the thick end of two years to get my feet back on the ground. But I did and life goes on, well for me anyway !

So....enjoy being who you are at the age you are, it won't last !