You know, you're not alone- we are all are beginners- even the one who think they're very good, as the saying goes: "Life is a never ending process of learning." Learning never stops- its a continuous process- and i'm not just referring to just the guitar but to everything in general like relationships with people, beliefs and opinions, education etc. The only difference is that some people progress faster than others, but take your time and don't lose hope- you'll get there like everyone else :)

I'm glad you're doing very well! you're not just a strong willed individual- you're very humble too. Who cares if you're not at the level that you want to play yet? With youre attitude, I think you're going to be a great guitarist someday. If you ask me, the most important characters that i treasure are being strong willed, motivated, and hard working. I don't care if you're not the best technically, as long as you have the heart. I've been in and out of bands and met a lot of people. I had worked with great guitarists and not so skilled guitarists along the process. Often times, I find that the less gifted but more motivated musicians tend to get better in the long run because they always listen and they're always willing to learn something new. i also find that it's better working with them because chances are, they don't have very big egos the size of the CN tower like the gifted ones. anyways, keep up the good work and the attitude. it might just lead you somewhere good!