Mini the older beginner

i have been dinking around on guitar for 1 1/2 years and am still beginner.

my problem is my ADD. Never feel like playing. Once i do, I lose track of the time.

guess I'm embarrassed that I never take time to learn songs. Most is technical, chords, etc.

self discipline stinks!

Self-discipline is the real challenge when it comes to learning new skills and perfecting those skills. Once you have a solid practice routine down you will progress at a much quicker rate.