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,BELIEF ME WHEN I TELL YOU THIS ,IM F$k in pissed you have know idea how or what im goin through.my wife is a complete mess shes already gun shopping and im right behind her on that.my axianty is through the rough.i have trust issues u wouldn't know about.angered is putting it softly,paceing through the house all day thinking and thinking who would do this too me. But i do know i can NOT LET THIS EAT ME AWAY. When i have to be strong for my family.i hold all that it my brother INTILL HAPPENS TO YOU ,AND I PRAY IT NEVER WILL YOU HAVE KNOW IDEA WHAT MY DAYS BEEN LIKE.MY FRIENDS THAT STOP BYE ,ARE ALL GOOD PPL WITH HIGH PAYING JOBS,OTHER THEN THAT IS MY OWN FAMILY ,SISTER HER HUSBAND MY DAD.I DID JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING I CAN DO THATS IT.COPS AINT DOIN NOTHING ABOUT IT. DO I REALLY WANT TO BELIEF IT WAS THOSE MUSICIANS BEHIND MY HOUSE OF COURSE NOT ,BUT THATS ALL I HAVE TO GO ON AT THE MOMENT.IM NOT BUYING ANOTHER GUITAR AT THIS POINT IT JUST WOULDN'T FEEL RIGHT THEN BUY A AMP..I DONT EVEN THINK I CAN PLAY ANYTHING RIGHT NOW.WISHFUL THINKING.SORRY BUT FEEL LIKE A TIME BOMB.AND I HAVE TO FIND AWAY TO GET RID OF HOW IM FEELIN.I REALLY HOPE THIS DOES NOT HAPPEN TOO ANYONE,.THANKS FOR UR SUPPORT PPL.