LOL I feel the same way...when I was in a band...it was only our second gig at this dingy little club in Virginia. We sounded terrible...our mics went out then came back on in the middle of the opening number. Our bassist was sick that night so she wasn't playing at her best. But, after the show the enthusiasm from the crowd was awesome. In fact I had one guy tell me that we were the best band he'd ever seen and that he knew we were going to make it big. LOL of course that never happened but, it's definately neat to feel like you totally blew it during a performance and still have the fans cheering you on. :)