overall it's great stuff considering your age and level of experience. you have the right idea with where you're going and that's more important than anything else as far as i see it. i started off just like you, writing down everything that came into my head and pursuing answers. recording takes years to get under your belt comfortably, and even learning your programs and devices take a lot of experimentation.
from a guitar standpoint, it sounds like you have a reasonable grasp of your major/minor pentatonics, although you have trouble applying them to your music. a combination of relentless practice up and down your five (yes, learn all five) pentatonic scales and learning of licks is important for you right now. don't get too caught up in not making something totally original with your playing style, just study your inspirations and match them note-for-note. i can't tell you how much of a difference studying other players makes. for me it was jimmy page, kirk hammett, mark knofler, angus young, and slash. as you get better and better you reallign your sights on a higher goal, and you never set an ultimate goal. stop and admire the view, play in some bands, play live in any way you can, bounce ideas off other people, etc. but never decide that you're "good enough".
too much inspirational jabbering? i just like seeing young people recording and writing music. it's quite literally up to you to represent your instrument, keep it up.
"the more you know, the less you know. I don't feel like i know shit anymore, but i love it."
-Mike Stern
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