Well I feel a heck of a lot better today. This morn at around 4 am, I was feeling pretty blue. But its funny how a nights sleep can have an effect. This experience just reinforces my belief that there is no use for drugs or alcohol. Personally, pretty much everyday after I drank myself to oblivion I've been ridiculously depressed. I've never had anything to show for it, and every time I've ended up looking like a fool. So I'd say thats the end of my career in that area. Perhaps others would have another opinion being I have a belief in God. That may have something to do with it.

Thank you all for your responses. You may not know, but they do help.