Maybe that's why I like music so much.
The only time I ever feel any kind of 'spiritual' connection is when listening to music. I can't think of any other thing in life that can make you break down in tears just because it's so good... you want the entire world to feel what you're feeling at that moment because everything makes sense.
The universe makes sense... the whole reason for your existence is right there in the music.

I look at some of the people on Sunday morning religious shows, praising Jesus and crying and I'm thinking... ok, either they're totally delusional or they're seeing something that completely evades me.
They look like they're getting exactly the same thing I'm getting out of music.

Then my fourth grade personality kicks in and I yell at the person on TV 'oh my God this can't be real....they have to be actors cause there's no way in hell that somebody could actually be feeling that way listening to the crappy music they're playing right now'

Seriously, religious shows have some of the worst musical talent.
Another reason why I don't like religion.