Ya, we we're supossed to head back to school today after winter break, but of course as soon as we showed up there were gunshots and we were crammed into the gym on lock down. One kid came to school with a gun and shot this guy in the chest. He just died. We had our own privet legion of 30 or 40 police cars and buses to ship us off to where ever they considered safe. Anyway, I left and came home so now I'm here. Another person's dead, time goes on by. It's really interesting how easy life can come and go. Think about how much you drive in a lifetime, and think of every oppertunity there is to die. On the road you can move your hands and if you want, you're as good as dead. My kitty kat cleo sits on my lap, and it would be so easy to just squeeze a little harder and end her life. Last year one of my friends just moved her finger about an inch to squeeze the trigger of the gun that left her mind in her lap all stained with blood. One Little inch of movement and she's dead. If you got into a fight whats stopping you from not stopping. What if you just kept going until you're both dead. I was experimenting with some of this stuff and it really is interesting. I stopped eating for 10 days to see how things would play out. I started eating again today but I threw up when I first tried this morning. I kind of feel like like running and dying just to know what it feels like to die. Just stopping. Not even suicide, just stopping. Ya, have you ever thought that maybe it's worthless the amount of death. Whenever I try to think i get sad. Sorry.

I really Like This picture, but it's also sad.