Oh man, I'm sorry I missed this original thread Marcos and even sorrier to hear the news. I was going to type something deep but just reading back over it I deleted it, not really approproate. I know its a tough one but are you planning on having any more kids? I have four (4,3,2, 6 months) - all I cna say is they are all so different that each and every one of them makes my world a better place. Anyway, take it easy and stay strong.