I have a support group I joined but I haven't really been active there at all. I guess I'd rather just talk about it here. It's more comfortable for me I guess. I almost feel like you guys knew Fox.

My wife seems to be really angry. I can't say I blame her. I can't be angry however because I really don't know who to be angry at. I guess I could be angry with the reality of life but that doesn't get anyone anywhere.

Jesse talks about his brother quite often. He knows he's gone and won't be coming back. He was starting to learn to write when his little brother was still around and he had asked us how to spell Fox's name. Every once in awhile I'll find a piece of paper he's been writing on and he'll have spelled Fox out. I know he misses him alot and my wife says he asks her if she has another baby in her stomach. He was really looking forward to being a big brother. He remember's Fox and that is all I can really ask of him.