this is the first thread i ever read that actully made me cry. your soo right about life changing in an instant man, i just lost a nephew that i was really close to a couple of days a go so i can sorta relate with you. it seems theres this empty feeling inside that cant be filled. i played "wish you where here" at his funeral and i just started crying at the end, because when i looked up, everyone else was crying. this little boy had touched so many people insuch a short time that it made me look at life in a less selfish way. theres no answer to why things like this happens, ive tried searching for one, but i just realize that it was some kind of fate. i hope you find peice of mind ninja, thanks for making me feel less alone on this.

be strong