It's not going to be like this for the rest of your life. You're in college, right? As soon as you graduate and get a good job you won't have to keep anything from the life you're living now. If all else fails you could always try a branch of our armed forces. Chicks dig muscular dudes in uniform and most major industries in the United States give job applications from veterans special consideration.

You'll forget about your old girlfriend. In time you won't even remember what it felt like to care for her. Porn helps expediate the process, but stress and sleep deprivation slow it down. Try to find some way to relax.