Originally Posted by: Cryptic ExcretionsI never said that there was anything good about either one of them. All I said is pain is an inevitable part of life, but to suffer is to hold something painful near. There's no reason why this should be any harder than it has to be. And truth be known, for what the situation is... I really think you're exaggerating things. In my own honest opinion, I don't think this is what's bugging you completely. Deep down in the center of all of this haphazardous talk is something that makes sense. At least as the chaos theory states, there should be. I really can't bring myself to believe that something like a crush over a married teacher is going to induce someone to become suicidal. If you're lonely that's one thing, but this situation is really abstract. And for this situation there's no reason why anyone should get hurt in anyway. Don't get me wrong though. I'm not calling you a liar about anything, just that I'm finding what you have to offer hard to digest.

Here, read this.

Now tell me where the justification for your feelings is. Again, I'm not calling you a liar or denying the legitimate value of your feelings, but you don't really seem to have much to explain why you feel them is all.

I was bullied when I went to secondaty school... I gues something had to do with that.

but first of al, you guys seem to have a better way of living a live. and your judging me of the fact I don't have a story, only because I had a crush on a teacher?

ALLRIGHT, I GOT THE POINT!!!!!

you were right, it's time for me to change, people around me got to change to, not her, just to have someone to talk al off this what you call useless crap.

But if anyone know how to live my life better, DO IT.