Originally Posted by: zoran the darkfirst things are first, it's because of her that my parents dicided that I was a threat to my family, 'cause I was pretty suicidal at that point ( that was 2 years ago). and now they are doing the same thing currently. they don't talk to me about anything that's troubling me, they wait and then they strike.[/QUOTE]
To that I say force them to talk to you, if you want their guidance.

Originally Posted by: zoran the dark
and that teacher told me she has known this for 4 years now. she knew every thing about it, yet didn't asked me about it. And know she completely ignores me, doesn't take the time to answer my questions and I even think she is afraid of me. she is alway's leaving when I want to ask some things.
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She's a teacher. There are actually laws forbidding her from engaging in such a life style. It could cost her her job. How do you confront something like that? I'd say ignoring is probably her idea of being responsible.

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I know you guy's are right about not having her al, wel what ever I thought of her. But I see my end coming, if I talk to my dean about this ( wich I wil), she is gonna feel sorry for not telling me. Is it the right thing to do? To let everybody know you kick peoples butts if they ly or have a diffirent opinion on your problem? It's my life that's changing in to something I don't want.

How far do you plan on getting by talking to the dean? If your teacher has yet to do anything careless, then really there's nothing that can be done because all the situation is is a student with feelings for a teacher. On the last sentence, all life changes. Time itself is just measures change. The more you resist the harder it'll be for you to grow.

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I do keep an open mind that this must be hard for her to and everyone who saw something was wrong with me. I'm willing to tell everything but they must listen first. I just need some attention. And then I can forgive her, and forget this crap.

I dunno, if it's already hard on everyone, then why make it worse? If you want people to see you and to hear you, then tell your story. No one listens to the one they don't know about. And finally, forgive her for what? I don't mean anything by that, but so far I've not really seen anything that pins anyone at any form of fault. So far I've gathered that a woman got married and is having a kid with her husband, but neglected to tell one of her students know about it. There's no fault in that. There would be fault, though, if she did do anything with you since relationships between students and teachers are illegal. So my question to you is, just what exactly is it that you're clinging to?