Also,slightly off topic...my mom came home the other day in a mood.The day before she was upset because she was being assigned to a patient 'on the way out'.Shure enough she comes home the next day heart broken as her patient died while she stepped out for a few minutes.

Shes been a CNA for just under 40 years...seems it never does get easier.

Recently weve been talking quite alot(me and my mother)about handling my fathers impending death.He could go at any time really,and while on medication...theres something in the air among our family.Its coming soon.I just don't want to be around when everone loses it.