I can't go to school if I want to...or get a decent job...I have almost nothing.I have no life.There is little keeping me from severing my jugular...
Sh** has hit the fan in my life socially,in my family,my health and financially.Those small increments of normallacy are nothing...I'm not sure why I get up each day.
I repeatedly get slammed down everytime i'm near normal and functioning(by god,fate,luck who knows)...if i'm not on my feet in a few years,i'm calling it quits.
Money is all that matters....with it,you can give the finger to all and live well.
Try once,fail twice...
