No seriously. It didn't hit me in my last post like it did now. I'm at work right now and the office is pretty much empty. So I'm sitting in silence (save for my cd player) sifting through papers and I've got all the time to think about this. Thing is, my friends and I talk like this to each other in person, slandering each others' style and getting cocky (while keeping it realistic and within line). But what I failed to realize is this isn't my friends and in person. Whole different area and things are interpreted differently. If I'm coming across as arrogant then I've got some problems to work on. I actually stopped what I was doing and wrote down various questions regarding myself and music and answered them accordingly to see if I really am in it to hear someone say "you're good" or if it's my desire to make the purest form of music. If I'm playing just for some oohs and aahs then that goes against my own morals rendering me a hypocrite and I then have no business being in music if I can't handle it accordingly. I really don't think I can express enough gratitude. I never acknowledged it that even though I play guitar a personal sense of maturity should be tone as well. Hey, I'm just happy someone said something now while I have the chance to do something about it. I shant make the same mistake a second time. What you've just read is what I've been dwelling on for the last hour. I really do thank you all for not being discrete about it.