I like to keep to myself a lot, which is why I'm so f***ing pissed off that my elder brother has come to live with me (he has since August last year), and because of it, I just can't be me. The reason he has to live with me is coz he got retrenched from his job and then got some small time "job", which pays so f***ing little (and this is Africa, so when I say lillte, you know it's little) he can't afford to rent a place of his own or commute to and from his home daily. I can't do anything about it coz that would bring up a lot of bull**** from home, you know, stuff about supporting each other (we're just two kids, but he is 11 yrs older, married with two kids), especially since we are technically orphaned (my mom died in '95, both of the men who fathered us are alive but that's all there is to them), and **** like that.
I'm 26, and people don't believe me when I tell them that not only don't I have a girlfriend, I've never even had one my whole life. They don't get it. I just shrug and move on, coz only I can know what I want.
It's good to think. Just make sure you're not getting suicidal or some other **** like that.