Going to a counsiler eh?... Well, that's hardly a bad thing. If anything it's a good thing. Too many people need counciling and fail to do something about it (by too many people I mean everyone on Earth). Everyone's got a problem that manifests in one form or another and we could all use a designated source to vent it. If counciling can make it go away/make sense/whatever then by all means, more power to you. Just don't deny yourself the opportunity of personal satisfaction.