I never bored her. She admitted when we split that it had been awesome but she didnt want to let it go further because it wasnt fair no me. Because she wanted to go off and do her own thing. We did so much in so little time you know.

She couldnt use me because Im not expecting anything from this.

The latest is... that we've been talking again. We've kinda agreed to sorta see each other like when we first met. In private. We play pool at the same pub and I met her because her dad is my pool captain. When he joked "what have you been doing with my daugher through the back" he didnt know the half of it!! It was fun and exciting. Maybe we are both about to use each other for some excitement...

I dont even know if I want to commit to her. I just want some excitment and romance. If it all ends again I wont be bitter this time.

Shes amazing. Shes just been picked out of 100s to go to seattle in feb for some acting work. Shes with the Lyseum group or something or other in Edinburgh, its one of, if not thee most prestigieous theatre groups in europe.

Shes kinda famous where we live as just a nice girl. Everyone knows her and loves her. Shes just so well brought up too. She has manners. Shes everthing Ive always wanted.

This is my second chance guys. She says she regrets losing what we had first time around so if I can give her it again she might not throw it away. We are both about to start new phases in our lives too. Ive finished uni and her acting stuff is taking off more and more.

Me and her just click :)

Im seeing her in a few days... I cant wait :o

I joked about how all I wanted for xmas is her.. but I never get what I want. Then she replied "maybe this year santa will be good to you"

Oh and the age thing means nothing. Shes lived more than most 21 year olds I no! Shes not niave. Shes probably the most independant person I know and shes very smart