Yeah,this is a strange post.Eh,I'm a guy.There is a girl that really likes me.She is funny,uplifting,creative,she plays guitar,likes video games,is intelligent,smart,caring,likes anime,likes good music,is understanding e.c.t.....hmmm....did you notice I left out something in the description?
Well she isnt ugly,but She isnt hot either.
Just a little 'cumbersome'.She isnt obese...just big boned(I'm not sugar coating it).She is fine by my personal standards...private standards anyway.
As I know it,my friend considers her ugly along with alot of other guys I know.I have an anxiety/panic/socail disorder and dont like being alone in...oh lets say the mall.Theres lots of people there that could potentially judge and talk about me.Well you no whats worse?Being seen with someone who isnt attractive in the eyes of other people and being associated with that ideal of being a lesser person.
I myself really like her and want to be with her.She is just really awsome.I dont think shes ugly.

Well to get to the point...I want to be with her,but care what other people think and generally wouldnt want to be seen with her to be blunt(harsh and a bit mean I know,but thats how I feel).Its the only thing keeping me from enjoying a possible life long relationship with a wonderful person...

any advice?I know this is a very immature post and attitude for that matter.

Thanks in advance! \m/