I’m not trying to be a dick either, just trying to point out one simple fact. It is as painful to me as to you being that we are both very passionate about music but it is a fact. If it’s not written from the words of the composer, we don’t know exactly what he was saying. There are historical documents is some cases, but not all. Even my own entries in my journal at the time of composing, hardly convey the true manner of the music. These musicians spoke in music, often in escape of writing it in words which doesn‘t always do justice to our true feelings.
I also don’t pull information from the crazed imagination of some random guy. And if someone was to directly say that to me, I would laugh hysterically for hours thinking if they only knew. My well for information stays personal to me because I have gave that information before and I didn’t like the personal questions afterwards, especially from the internet. I only want to give the information out as it has been passed to me. Whether I am believed or not will be there decision, and they will have to decide themselves based on the information not my so called “credentials”.
I am very glad you are sharing your knowledge and information here. You and amongst many others. :)
"My whole life is a dark room...ONE BIG DARK ROOM" - a.f.i.