And if you haven't achieved this goal, then maybe go back and review where you are and what you need to do in order to truly understand that learning an instrument, any instrument , is about understanding music, the different genres of music and how to interpret and analyse songs/music styles independently. Instead of incessantly whining, which is how you come across. Appreciate the gift you've been given.

BOOM. There it is. Lights up. Drops Mic.