Christopher asked the key question: what are you looking to accomplish?
With as much stuff as you have, your lacking an end goal. For example, when I started I wanted to play 1 song. Then I wanted to write 1 song. These are very specific goals. At this point you need to determine a goal and make it clear in your mind. It doesn't have to be a complicated goal, but whatever it is, you need to set it and work towards it.
Personally, I like song writing as a goal because it brings the pieces together in your mind.
This year the diet is definitely gonna stick!