manXcat: 😫 Thanks. I know the issue is me lol. And you are right it's a transitional phase and I need to take a step back, show some patience and keep at it. And that's partially why I got so frustrated because Em should not cause me that much frustration. [br]I'm back at it this morning and I'm going to let up on the pressure I'm using and relax. [br]Not having an actual class to compare my practice with others and have hints and tips on the fly... seeing how damn easy the instructor makes it look sometimes makes me feel that it may be too hard for me. Then I come to the forum and I'm encouraged all over again. I do not think it will be easy... thanks for that.