I too am a new player.. started in March and posted pretty much the same problem. Should have read your posting and all the encouraging responses. I feel like I am where I should be now based on reading your post and the responses of others. I am slowly learning and realize now I don't have to be perfect to keep going. You are not alone in this.. I suck too !!!! lol but let's keep at it and even our worst playing will impress someone at some point.