As you can see, incidents happen, the people who are responding to your angst are not the ones you have a problem with. Human nature...
I log on every day, sometimes several times, just to see whassup, and do what I can to help out. I took that on as a responsibility when I became a moderator. But I'm also curious to see what topics are coming up.
Most of them are the same old familiar tales of woe, and I tend to post a link to the previous thread that addressed the same topic. The best ones are fresh subjects, or new slants on things that haven't been looked at in a while. I had an opportunity to explain myself a bit here, on the occaision of my 1000th post.
Thanks for letting us know why you're about to 'fade away'. Usually, people just stop posting, and we don't know if they got bored, or something nasty happened to them. You will be missed; and you'll be welcomed back when you return.
Follow your path. Let us know where it takes you.
L.