You have a gift for expressing your feelings. Thats something worthwhile. I think you're dealing with the emotional turmoil that is the curse of adolescense for anyone your age. It seems like all the ills of the world affect you personally. Hang in there, this is just Nature's way of opening you up to other people's point of view, so you can grow into manhood with some sensitivity to others. It can make things rough for awhile; another lesson to be learned is keeping things in perspective. You can't solve all of the world's problems, but maybe you can help out a bit in your part of it.