Hello. I am in the same situation. 49 and began about 1.5 yrs ago. I want to do it all. Used to be type a. I realized that I needed to step back and reevaluate my situation. I did and wow what a relief. I don't have to do it alone. Personally, I found faith,but use whatever it takes to sloooow down. This has really brought me more joy and of course guitar. With time moving so quickly, I will go through this course among others and we will see what will be. Sounds like I need to go write a song. Anyway, welcome to the journey.