Different people hold on to different things. Some of those things serve the holder, while others force the holder to serve them. <------Re Read
You hold on to interesting things and a lot of them. Basing this on what I read above.
It seems like a while back you posted yourself playing. As I remember you are quite fast and accurate for the amount of time you have played. So you must spend a lot of time practicing. You hold on to something in you to spend that kind of time practicing the same thing over and over to better yourself.
Whatever that thing is, severs you.
Then you have things in you, you hold on to that will not let you enjoy things you should.
You serve them.
They direct your thoughts, keep you beat down so you know you have to serve them. Most just seem to be thoughts, in your head. Stop severing them. Values and things we hold on to are really the only things that can’t be taken from us. Money, cars, homes….. can all be taken from us.
So let the things you hold on to better you and if they don’t let them go.
Allow yourself to be happy.
