Lately i have been so depressed with my playing. I don't really enjoy my playing anymore.. And if i don't enjoy it myself, why would others enjoy it then?..
I can't seem to get the right sound i want, and hearing in my head.
Im so selfcritic im sucking up my feelings for playing guitar... I REALLY hate myself for being so critic and stubborn.
People say i play good, but i just can't accept that people think so, because im so sad about my playing...
I don't know what the hell i can do... Some periods i love playing guitar and feels that the stuff i play sounds better then one of these periods im in right now. Can bad mood really affect your playing badly this much? I seem to forget all licks and tricks i have learned when im like this...
At the core of this all. Im just really F***ing sad and depressed with myself :(