Originally Posted by: Mike51
There is one common denominator though. All play because they love it.

What do you love about it. The music it makes, the music you make? Do you love it because it is your way of 'getting away'.. your 30 minute vacation from the world?

I think you need some structure and now is probably a good time to invest in regular lessons. Multiple benefits, structured instruction, have someone else set a goal for you, have a trained professional critique your technique, and the instructor will most likely be able to set you up with other students in your area for jam sessions at a level you'll be comfortable with.