two days ago i saw Dani Sanderson (i bet you all dont know him but he is one of the best israeli guitarists and singers, in my opinion anyway) on stage.
man, he was awesome...
the lightness he handled the guitar...
and, oh, that tappings and bendings...
and how the hell did he manage to play those solos while jumpin' around like that?
and worse, he was playing a Fender Squier just like the one i've got

to cut the long story short he made me fill like clumsy Big Zic trying to hold banjo. which is understandable since he was in the climax of his career some ten year before i was even born

ever since then i cant suffer hearing myself playing

how the hell did he make such pure sound?

and how the hell am i going to get out of this mood?