once again thanks guys...i just returned from the ultrasound and they found nth..so i dont know if i shud worry or be happy...they're sending me back to my doctor...oh well we'll see...cheered me up when i came home to a package...a zookie pick i bought ages ago when i was drunk online...i have no idea how to use it...well i do have some idea but takes time getting used to...but it makes me look cooler simply by putting it on my thumb so yeah..maybe its a sign...

i guess ive never been hit by such things in life before so its all kinda new to me and pretty full on...im sure ill get through it...time heals everything...