yea i admit that im an arsehole..an idiot..a bastard..and i need to be kicked in the groin..nah make that stomped..i shudn try moderating cos i dun think it works..once i start i can barely stop..at all..i do enjoy the euphoria...very much...but when i have too much to drink i just go..whack..lol.. and im blowing alot of money on it too..its crap...i shud go look for a shrink i suppose..but dont think i have the time...