hey guys...i have this huge thing for this girl whom i've know for ages.... never really affected me but during this trip, i realised that she's all i'm after...it's sad and depressing... have thought abt confessing but seriously...i'm pretty much convinced that she wud not feel the same...just agut feeling though...im leaving soon back to melbourne and it'll kill me...geez...this is kinda cheesy but heck... i reckon my case is less... 'decorated' than a typical love story... she stayed over for a couple of days and it was great... :(... help... hugging her while sleeping was awesome... she has a boyfriend whom she isn't really happy with... sigh...she's the type where it takes more than just cuddling each other to bed as a sign of attraction...sigh i really don't know wat to do... i wrote a poem abt her...tell me what u guys think...



what was that for?
why did you convulate things more?
why are you so fascinating?
what was it for?

self denial
it is impossible
it is simply trivial
but i'd show you why i'm capable

things are different now
time came knocking on the door
what was that for?
the barrier makes me need more

show me something
you're simply amazing
but i need more...
what was it for...

take me somewhere nice...
take me somewhere right
rose petals bloom
i do not dare to assume

for you are remarkable...
what are you thinking?
how are you feeling?
HE? is debatable..

incompetent..
insignificant...
are you just pious?
no...you're just oblivious...

it's not love...
it's not lust...
it's reality...
this is different..

what is this for?
soon i'd be gone
soon i'd be alone
so please give me more...

what would you do?
soon you'd be gone...
i might be wrong
i'd better sing this song..

what was that for?
please don't convulate things more
please be ridiculous
all hopes uncalled for...